Sweet Surprise

The past few days have been tough for me and J.  We have been constantly arguing  and I wouldn’t deny that the thought of ‘ending things may be better for the both of us’ actually crept inside my mind. It suddenly felt that I may have been too awfully hopeful that he is finally the one I have been waiting for. I guess, I was just so caught up these couple of months of the idea that J is the perfect guy for me. And when he does things that’s out of the “code for perfect guys book” I get scared that maybe he doesn’t do the things he should do because I wasn’t good enough.

We talked about these things already and finally I found the right words to express how I really felt inside and why my constant tantrums is a product of something that has been bothering me for a couple of months now. He promised he would correct the lapses he made if I give him the second chance. He credited his lack of judgment from his lack of experience. Which I can understand, somehow. I said yes, however a part of me has gotten bruised badly I guess since I find it hard in me to give him the chance he needs. I am still quite irritable.

However he surprised me a while ago. Showing up at the office quite unexpected since frankly I thought he doesn’t have the patience and the need to do such deed. But he did and all those my mad banters and rants quickly silenced into a smile full of hope and love.  He called my cellphone and I answered with a voice so sharp and hard “What?!” and he only replied “I’m outside your office” I couldn’t hide the smile and certainly can’t deny that he made me happy.

He wants to start fresh and I do too. Clean the slates and forget the lapses we have committed. A while ago I have been reluctant about the second chance things and would still want to end things.. But when I started writing this post I realized I have been childish about things wherein I could have widen my understanding and be mature about it. I have read that the secret to a happy life is the ability to understand things maturely. And I’m going to do just that. I want to be happy and I am ever hopeful that J is finally the one.

A PR 3!

This blog is already a PR 3! Hooray! Although I haven’t been SEO tweaking this blog, still I can’t hide my excitement, I am a SEO specialist after all. Yey, a PR 3…

Your very own banner

Ever wanted to create your own banner but you just don’t have that Photoshop know-how? A colleague referred to me this link that lets your create and customize your own banner. Just visit BannerBreak.com, this is your one stop banner shop. Here are a couple of my very own banner from bannerbreak.

These are just a few of the banners you can choose from. Have fun!

My Celtic Horoscope

You Are A Poplar Tree

People tend to look up to you, and it’s a bit lonely at the top.Inside, you are not always self confident, but you show great courage.Mature and organized, you are reliable in any situation.You tend to have an artistic or philosophical outlook on life. You are very choosy in love and take partnership seriously.

What’s Your Celtic Horoscope?

After 8 hours of looking at my computer in the office, since the computer here at home is miraculously vacant, I took liberty at browsing at old photos of my dogs and tinkering the many things I can find at blogthings.

Well, that above there is my Celtic horoscope for the day. My fate doesn’t actually rely on what my horoscope has to say but then the result kinda spooked me out since I have been feeling quite lonely. The result let’s say has perfectly described me, my current feelings and my status quo.

Yes, I am now the department head (for many months already) and there are changes but not drastic. I haven’t gone from an unrecognized democratic leader to a recognized tyrannical one but there are things that really changed and that I guess is my relationship with my close friend and to the rest. Well, lets say I have sort-of been feeling lefted out in the circle lately and the only time I feel I am recognized is when my opinion is really needed; I speak of work related things.

And yes, I look confident but I dare not show my weakness up front especially in the matters of work. And all the rest that’s been said in my Celtic horoscope result does actually fitly described me. Freaky ei?!

Do you want to know your Celtic Horoscope? Come on, this is a a-must blogthing test or whatever you call it. I just need to reaffirm that blogthings quizzes can actually be pretty darn freaky.

 

Productivity organization

In this day and age where everything seems fast paced, we find it hard to keep up with our to-do list. We often find ourselves lost in the midst of our work and in turn forget some of things we ought to do.

Here are a couple of sites that helps you organized some of the things you need to do.

• Remember the Milk – this is your online to do list and task manager
• Backpack it - keeping your to-do, ideas, notes and schedule online
• Joe’s Goals -  a simple yet powerful tool to make tracking your goals the easiest part of accomplishing them
• Central Desktop – a simple tool designed for a team and work groups

This, I hope, doesn’t stop in organizing your activities alone but can help you stay more focused and productive also.